it came at the wrong time. serious and fun. they clashed. for me at least.
there was a time when i was playful. but not anymore. i wanted something meaningful. i thot i could look forward to something soon. but no. it was not to be.
the person who came up with the chi saying "na de qi, fang de sia" should be clobbered. twice. but i suppose he's right. it isnt anyone's fault tt this has happened. its jus the way things are.
but still.
screw it.
and the world spits on me again