Friday, April 28, 2006
what would you do if your efforts were never noticed? what would you do if you were doing your best to change and it just goes past everyone just like that? -snaps fingers-
it gets really frustrating when people judge you based on past mistakes and have biasness towards everything you do.
i mean, hey sure they're entitled to do so cos of my past mistakes and its natural if they feel concerned over my present state and my future. but. it does NOT help to assume the worst about everything. time is needed for people to prove themselves but in this time, it helps if people would just reserve their biasness for gossip and bitching and not confront you about it directly til they're sure of what they're talking about.
it hurts when someone accuses you of something that you have never done/had the intention of doing. it truly does.
what would you do if this were to happen to you? what COULD you do?
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it gets really frustrating when people judge you based on past mistakes and have biasness towards everything you do.
i mean, hey sure they're entitled to do so cos of my past mistakes and its natural if they feel concerned over my present state and my future. but. it does NOT help to assume the worst about everything. time is needed for people to prove themselves but in this time, it helps if people would just reserve their biasness for gossip and bitching and not confront you about it directly til they're sure of what they're talking about.
it hurts when someone accuses you of something that you have never done/had the intention of doing. it truly does.
what would you do if this were to happen to you? what COULD you do?
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-8:00 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-8:00 AM-
Thursday, April 27, 2006
hmm. lee hsien loong kena contested. those darn workers party pple. got balls man.
got alot of time also. how to win?? waste time getting nominated. waste the pple's time having to queue to vote. confirm lee hsien loong win 1 wad. come kachor the peace in amk for wad. aiyo.
anw jus found out my block is scheduled for life upgrading. like FINALLY. thx to elections.
amen.
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got alot of time also. how to win?? waste time getting nominated. waste the pple's time having to queue to vote. confirm lee hsien loong win 1 wad. come kachor the peace in amk for wad. aiyo.
anw jus found out my block is scheduled for life upgrading. like FINALLY. thx to elections.
amen.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:58 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:58 PM-
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
today 1st day of lesson.. so-so only la. no comments.. BUT AR. MeL shocked me.
Courses in which you are enrolled:
INTRODUCTION TO FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING
2 new content items
ORAL BUSINESS COMMUNICATION
1 new content item
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS
9 new content items
MICROECONOMICS
1 new content items
COMPUTING & INFORMATION PROCESSING
19 new content items
BUSINESS STATISTICS
312 new content items
THREE HUNDRED AND TWELVE for biz stats. WTF. scary....
anw. here's some food for thought:
"Beauty without flaw is a flaw in itself."
chew on it.
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Courses in which you are enrolled:
INTRODUCTION TO FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING2 new content items
ORAL BUSINESS COMMUNICATION1 new content item
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS9 new content items
MICROECONOMICS1 new content items
COMPUTING & INFORMATION PROCESSING19 new content items
BUSINESS STATISTICS312 new content items
THREE HUNDRED AND TWELVE for biz stats. WTF. scary....
anw. here's some food for thought:
"Beauty without flaw is a flaw in itself."
chew on it.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-7:37 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-7:37 PM-
Sunday, April 23, 2006
the past is hard to let go. very. but there has to come a point in time where one realises that its better to jus forget the sad sad past.
keep the happy memories, but do not let them cause you any further hurt and pain. jus be grateful that those instances even occurred in the first place. be content with what you had. you may never experience the same things with the same person. but isnt it better than to have never experienced it at all?
be grateful. do not bear grudges and feel sore about what the past has wrought upon you.
be grateful.
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keep the happy memories, but do not let them cause you any further hurt and pain. jus be grateful that those instances even occurred in the first place. be content with what you had. you may never experience the same things with the same person. but isnt it better than to have never experienced it at all?
be grateful. do not bear grudges and feel sore about what the past has wrought upon you.
be grateful.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-10:03 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-10:03 PM-
Friday, April 21, 2006
ha. finally got out of NYP. weee. but NP's far. zzz. gonna die every morning. so far. -.-
hmm. was thinking bout e past today. and yea realised many many of my flaws. i hardly meet MY OWN expectations of myself. hai.. daunting task ahead of me. NP is gonna be so so competitive. wad will become of me? will i strive in this challenging and competitive environment? or will i get choked up and get pushed to one side?
wad will it be?
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hmm. was thinking bout e past today. and yea realised many many of my flaws. i hardly meet MY OWN expectations of myself. hai.. daunting task ahead of me. NP is gonna be so so competitive. wad will become of me? will i strive in this challenging and competitive environment? or will i get choked up and get pushed to one side?
wad will it be?
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:17 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:17 PM-
hmmm. it pays to be kpo. lol. being kpo got me into NP. but now i gotta withdraw from NYP by tmr or i get SGD$0 refund of sch fees. zzz stupid NYP sch rule.
oh today had tt interview by Diana Ser of the contestants who took part in the dialogue with MM Lee. they say those pple rude. zzz pple give comment only shoot shoot abit=rude and "ungrateful"? pls la. MOVE ON. dun be stuck in the past with Merdaka! stuck in your minds.
move on. LOOK AT CURRENT ISSUES. ur progress package for example.
pffft. propaganda.
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oh today had tt interview by Diana Ser of the contestants who took part in the dialogue with MM Lee. they say those pple rude. zzz pple give comment only shoot shoot abit=rude and "ungrateful"? pls la. MOVE ON. dun be stuck in the past with Merdaka! stuck in your minds.
move on. LOOK AT CURRENT ISSUES. ur progress package for example.
pffft. propaganda.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-12:23 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-12:23 AM-
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
MARKETING IS MANAGING PROFITABLE CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIPS. lol. gonna repeat this everyday to myself til it becomes etched on my brain like a koala to a tree.
school today was pretty boring. -.- zzz. no incentive to go school mann..... hai. ohwell. gotta live with it. dun wan coment too much here. lol.
yawn. BORING. ok this post is stupid. jus wanted to show every1 wad ive learnt on my 1st day. otherwise known as next to nothing.
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school today was pretty boring. -.- zzz. no incentive to go school mann..... hai. ohwell. gotta live with it. dun wan coment too much here. lol.
yawn. BORING. ok this post is stupid. jus wanted to show every1 wad ive learnt on my 1st day. otherwise known as next to nothing.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:21 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:21 PM-
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
zzz... tiring. ran around the whole day. no thx to a muddle headed online friend. gave me wrong directions. rawr.
i went on a wild goose chase looking for a non-existent clinic in taka. zzz. but finally got everything for school all done.
NKF--T.T Durai and his lackeys finally get charged. but 1 year jail+/or 5k fine. zzz. after all e money he siphoned off, u would think they would have more common sense to give a BIGGER fine?? or longer jail term? 5k. -.-
oh well. sch starting soon. hope i like e pple. zzz.
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i went on a wild goose chase looking for a non-existent clinic in taka. zzz. but finally got everything for school all done.
NKF--T.T Durai and his lackeys finally get charged. but 1 year jail+/or 5k fine. zzz. after all e money he siphoned off, u would think they would have more common sense to give a BIGGER fine?? or longer jail term? 5k. -.-
oh well. sch starting soon. hope i like e pple. zzz.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:44 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:44 PM-
Monday, April 17, 2006
omg la i hate snail mail!!!! they are my nemesis!!! RAWR.
1st, my debit card gets lost in the mail.
then, i receive NP's rejection letter.
THEN, i fail to receive NYP's letter of acceptance. AND SCH STARTS TODAY.
im so so screwed up. stupid postal services. or is it just my luck. SIANNNNNNNNN.
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1st, my debit card gets lost in the mail.
then, i receive NP's rejection letter.
THEN, i fail to receive NYP's letter of acceptance. AND SCH STARTS TODAY.
im so so screwed up. stupid postal services. or is it just my luck. SIANNNNNNNNN.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:26 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:26 AM-
Sunday, April 16, 2006
wad would render some1 unforgivable to you? would it take him/her to cheat on you? to toy around with ur feelings? to spread unkind stories about you? to nag at you? to call u names? to hurt ur feelings time and again? everything together?
are all these really unforgivable? save for murder, drugs, are there any actions that are unpardonable? punishment is a must, but is it not possible in ur capacity to forgive? is there such a thing as an irrepairable image? cant everyone change? perhaps it was just a matter of perspective?
wad do u think? would u be able to find it in ur heart to forgive and forget people's injustice to you? to put in the effort to rectify the situation? would you?
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are all these really unforgivable? save for murder, drugs, are there any actions that are unpardonable? punishment is a must, but is it not possible in ur capacity to forgive? is there such a thing as an irrepairable image? cant everyone change? perhaps it was just a matter of perspective?
wad do u think? would u be able to find it in ur heart to forgive and forget people's injustice to you? to put in the effort to rectify the situation? would you?
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-1:14 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-1:14 PM-
Friday, April 14, 2006
wth. to all u jokers out there who do/say stuff without thinking. CHANGE. pls freaking start thinking. dun end up like me--letting ur temper and circumstances get e better of you. dun hurt the pple around you in any way jus cos ure angry.
leave no room for regrets and pain. consider carefully the consequences and possible outcomes of whatever u may be goin to say/do. no matter what ur intentions are and may be, pple around u are prone to looking at it from another view and that view may be the exact opposite of what u were hoping to achieve.
so dun let there be any room for that to happen.
THINK GODAMMIT. =P
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leave no room for regrets and pain. consider carefully the consequences and possible outcomes of whatever u may be goin to say/do. no matter what ur intentions are and may be, pple around u are prone to looking at it from another view and that view may be the exact opposite of what u were hoping to achieve.
so dun let there be any room for that to happen.
THINK GODAMMIT. =P
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:53 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-11:53 PM-
Thursday, April 13, 2006
hmm i wanna clarify sth---i have NTH, repeat NTH against smokers. wad some1 said to me today made me realise my previous posts could be seen as a bias-ness against smokers.
i have absolutely no objections to people smoking but there're 2 exceptions:
1. people who mean something(read 'alot') to me
2. u're not honest bout it
otherwise im absolutely fine with it. of course, as a friend i'll "remind" u that its harmful.
thx to that person for letting me clarify. =)
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i have absolutely no objections to people smoking but there're 2 exceptions:
1. people who mean something(read 'alot') to me
2. u're not honest bout it
otherwise im absolutely fine with it. of course, as a friend i'll "remind" u that its harmful.
thx to that person for letting me clarify. =)
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-3:37 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-3:37 PM-
Article 14 Freedom of Speech, Assembly, and Association
(1) Subject to clauses (2) and (3)
(a) every citizen of Singapore has the right to freedom of speech and expression;
(b) all citizens of Singapore have the right to assemble peaceably and without arms; and
(c) all citizens of Singapore have the right to form associations.
(2) Parliament may by law impose
(a) on the rights conferred by clause (1)(a), such restrictions as it considers necessary or expedient in the interest of the security of Singapore or any part thereof, friendly relationspublic order or morality and restrictions designed to protect the privileges of Parliament or to provide against contempt of court, defamation or incitement to any offence; with other countries,
(b) on the rights conferred by clause (1)(b),...
(c) on the rights conferred by clause (1)(c),...
so dun threaten me. cos i have rights. so there. unless ure a national security issue. -.-
but ok i'll watch my language. =P
taken: http://www.medialaw.com.sg/march132001.htm
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-10:33 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-10:33 AM-
zzz... fancy calling some1 up to tell him not to include sth-sth in his blog. -.- and its not even sth regarding facts.
"pls dun mention N*** A** A********** in ur blog ty. i dun wan to tarnish its name. pls do not bring personal life into this.." blah blah..
how'd u get my blog add anw? o.0
hell as long as i tell the truth--everything posted is what you said/did, i'm not slandering you, am i? i mean. with all due respect, if the president of singapore started doing things like smoking, drinking, asking friends to get lost etc, it would make headlines.well. at least in the The New Paper. -.- so pls dun threaten me with "blogger's convention" or forum or whatever it was that u threatened me with.
moral of story is: if ure really oh so concerned bout people mentioning you, ur president-ship and ur smoking/drinking/attitude problems in the same sentence, then WATCH WHAT YOU DO. its ur life, but being president of sth leaves you open to criticisms. u're no longer on the same lvl as the rest of those in your organisation.
i have this feeling that life in sch's gonna be sh!tty for me. this lil girl is one hateful character. her influence should scare me, but heck. i'll just say what i want. as long as it DID happen, i'll say it as many times as i want. so WATCH WHAT YOU DO as president.
but oh well. i wont delete my post as requested but i'll change it, for old times sake. or else i couldnt give a sh!t.
for those of you KPO pple who wanna know what organisation it is, come ask me and i'll screen you. if u can be trusted i'll tell you. =)
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"pls dun mention N*** A** A********** in ur blog ty. i dun wan to tarnish its name. pls do not bring personal life into this.." blah blah..
how'd u get my blog add anw? o.0
hell as long as i tell the truth--everything posted is what you said/did, i'm not slandering you, am i? i mean. with all due respect, if the president of singapore started doing things like smoking, drinking, asking friends to get lost etc, it would make headlines.
moral of story is: if ure really oh so concerned bout people mentioning you, ur president-ship and ur smoking/drinking/attitude problems in the same sentence, then WATCH WHAT YOU DO. its ur life, but being president of sth leaves you open to criticisms. u're no longer on the same lvl as the rest of those in your organisation.
i have this feeling that life in sch's gonna be sh!tty for me. this lil girl is one hateful character. her influence should scare me, but heck. i'll just say what i want. as long as it DID happen, i'll say it as many times as i want. so WATCH WHAT YOU DO as president.
but oh well. i wont delete my post as requested but i'll change it, for old times sake. or else i couldnt give a sh!t.
for those of you KPO pple who wanna know what organisation it is, come ask me and i'll screen you. if u can be trusted i'll tell you. =)
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:16 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:16 AM-
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
waddafug. stupid warcraft cd can install can patch blah blah. but CANT PLAY. waste my freaking time. so bored at home now. maple seems to have lost its charm on me--most probably due to all the sad sad memories that hang around in there.(think cindy+angeline) roaar.
ingrid jus got a letter from SP saying tt she's unsuccessful in application for accountancy. omg la. NP better not reject me. &^$*@%#$^#^%!#
friends all around me have been getting calls from NP masscomm saying they have been accepted. Y NVR CALL ME. now every time i see a office number calling, my heart rate jump. stress man. 15 april come soon!!!! i wana know if i got in acountancy! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.
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ingrid jus got a letter from SP saying tt she's unsuccessful in application for accountancy. omg la. NP better not reject me. &^$*@%#$^#^%!#
friends all around me have been getting calls from NP masscomm saying they have been accepted. Y NVR CALL ME. now every time i see a office number calling, my heart rate jump. stress man. 15 april come soon!!!! i wana know if i got in acountancy! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-5:01 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-5:01 PM-
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*edit* today angeline called to say meet for dinner so heck i went. we started off pretty fine til we started talking bout her smoking.
"im not a dependent smoker. yet." YET. like sure. u'll get there. anws the whole thing jus ended up in like her saying that im not even her friend so why should i care. i cared and she took it to offence. zzz. i cared and she still ask me to "get out of my f**king life".
*edit*
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"im not a dependent smoker. yet." YET. like sure. u'll get there. anws the whole thing jus ended up in like her saying that im not even her friend so why should i care. i cared and she took it to offence. zzz. i cared and she still ask me to "get out of my f**king life".
*edit*
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:01 PM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:01 PM-
after hours and hours of cracking my already cracked brain, i finally got it! -.- sure hope im consistent though. knowing me, i sure forget to update. zzz. bored.
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THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:34 AM-
THE DARKER SIDE OF ME;
-9:34 AM-